holy marathon batman!

dang its been a long time...well today i rear-ended somebody. that was an interesting experience. it basically happened b/c i'm an idiot and i wasn't paying attention. anyway, long story...damage wasn't too bad and the other car wasn't insured so we didn't even call the police.

so enough of the bad stuff...i've really enjoyed this week overall. well last weekend we went to cleveland to visit julie and jd, and we went to the rock and roll hall of fame where i saw john mayer's guitar and his notebook and the page where he wrote the words to "my stupid mouth." i was in awe! i'm pretty sure i coulda stood in front of it for the entire day. <3
then i had to work sunday night at the blockbuster at madison and edgewood. monday morning at 8:00 we started conversions...almost 10 hours a day monday thru wednesday for 3 weeks. at first i thought i would hate it...the first day was kinda boring and not fun, but by wednesday i was really enjoying myself for the most part. i think that all of us on the conversions team have started to bond and i'm realizing how much i really like everyone i work with. i really feel like they're becoming my friends. sarah and jordan are the only 2 from my store on the conversions team, and i'm glad i'm getting to know them. jordan is a lot of fun...i've basically decided that we're sooo similar its ridiculous. and we've been told by a few different people that we look like brother and sister haha. we don't think so but whatever...we went to arby's on our lunch break yesterday and had some pretty good conversations and i just enjoy talking to him. i'm glad he's doing conversions b/c i think if it wasn't for him i would be shooting myself every day. its kinda sad that we're both gonna be leaving for school in like a month...i wish i had met him sooner cuz i could really see him being one of my good friends. but he's goin to xavier so i'll prly see him again sometime. last night i went back to blockbuster...u know, cuz i just can't get enough of that place apparently...no actually to return movies, and devon and ashley were working so i ended up staying there talking to them for an hour and a half...i freakin love them! i'm glad i got a job where i could actually make new friends :) and devon said that he goes to dayton a lot so i told him that he better stop by and see me sometime and he said he would, so thats pretty awesome. anyway blockbuster has been making me very happy lately.

tonight i got to hang out with matt for the first time in like a month. we went bowling which was pretty fun and then we had milkshakes at steak 'n shake. i really do miss getting to hang out with him...for some reason we haven't even talked all that much lately. but i mean i guess that happens...i know that we'll always be friends...maybe not the best of friends but i know deep down that he'll always be there when i need him. of course though i still do not understand our friendship at all...it might be the most unhealthy relationship of all time. tonight we were talking about how we always argue all the time and stuff and he said that i must bring out the worst in him and that our friendship is pretty much just based on fighting. although we were joking around about it, there's still some truth to it. its kinda sad. i would be all for a nice, friendly, normal friendship with him, but i think its mainly his words and actions that control how we are toward each other. or maybe its just the fact that thats the way our personalities mix...i guess that could be it...i know its not a good way to function at all, but thats all we've got so i can't really complain. i've learned over the past few years that its either that or not friends at all. so what else is there to do? i guess i just have to accept it b/c i've done all i can to try to change things.

i saw heather hartsock tonight...so totally unexpected! haven't seen her in years..blast from the past, thats all i have to say about that.

working tomorrow night 6-9 then going over to emily's for some belligerent fun i guess...haha should be interesting! then i have to work at the atrium saturday night :( oh well, i haven't seen dishwasher chris in quite awhile so that'll be nice. then its back to conversions on monday! i'm strangely excited for that ;) aaaaaaanyway...thats it for tonight...and i haven't forgotten about harassing a certain meijer employee at work yet...

sweet dreams